O.K. so I am taking advantage of the zero work at my job to post my thoughts. c. and I went to visit his sister in law, niece and nephew over the weekend. The kids are growing so fast it's hard to believe. His niece is talking and actually making sense and his nephew is speed crawling and pulling himself up on anything that will hold him. I love spending time with a. and the kids but at the same time, it breaks my heart.
c.'s brother is a jackass. There is no other way to put it. He has put a. and those kids through hell and refuses to take any responsibility for it. On top of that the divorce has just been finalized and he is already engaged to another woman. It kills me that he is already talking about starting a new family with this other woman and he can't even take care of the kids he has. All he knows how to do is take advantage of people and verbally and physically abuse women. I am amazed that c. and m. were raised in the same household but turned out so completely different.
Is it bad that I wish absolutely horrible things to happen to this man, let me rephrase boy? I know you are supposed to find the good in people, but what if you have searched and searched and there just isn't any. m. is the first person I have met in my life who is just a bad person. There is nothing good about him. And I don't even feel sorry for him because he has chosen to be this way and admittedly so.
To angry...can't continue while I am at work...more later....maybe!
